it's been almost a
full year that i started reading through the book of John and being Type A i've
determined that i must stay here until the new year. the Type B part doesn't have any problem with
this. i've seen things i never saw
before, found treasure troves in the most unexpected places, and now i'm not
even sure i could move on once january does makes its appearance.
all this, plus a new
year's resolution to start memorizing more, plus recent events, plus a super
phone app that makes memorizing a challenge i gladly accept mean that when i
need them the words are there.
i don't pay for tv
services. so not worth it, especially
when facebook is faster and just as accurate.
and free.
but overnight
thousands of lives were changed in Europe, just like has happened in too many
other countries, and a new tidal wave of fear, anger and grief hit the shores
of America.
suddenly, profile
pictures are covered with red, white and blue stripes, hashtags light up
screens and even some atheists i know are "praying for Paris." but
one picture i scrolled past caught my eye because i knew the overlaying quote,
and the broader context.
"But take
heart; I have overcome the world."
it's like magic,
isn't it? the chapter break comes at
just the right point, almost making you stop and read it again. and again.
"But take
heart. I have overcome the world."
i have no idea who
first posted that on social media or if they had any idea of the context. that
quote is from Jesus.
Jesus said that.
Jesus said that as
he was physically walking from the borrowed upper room to the borrowed tomb,
via a garden, a jury and a cross. Judas
Iscariot had just run out on them, the other 11 completely lost in confusion. they finished their Passover feasting and
Jesus, knowing everything past, present and future suggests an evening stroll
to their favorite nearby hangout spot in the Garden of Gethsemane.
one of my favorite
pastors once said that you oughta pay attention to someone's last words. if there's any place to say what's really
important, deep deep down, that you want so desperately for someone to
remember, that's what you're going to say when you know the end is coming.
that's what Jesus is
doing right here. Chapters 14 through 17
are Jesus's last chance to reinforce everything vital that He's been trying to
get them to understand for the past couple years. and He's doing it quite calmly so far, given
that He knows what's going on and they don't.
not a word is
written here about their reactions to His discourse here, but from past
chapters, i'd bet a nickel that it was pretty similar to His other bold
statements: most of them sitting (or walking) in stupefied silence until Peter
recovers enough to open his mouth and start rambling nonsense.
it could be that
Peter didn't really recover from this one until after Judas showed up. i don't think i would, either.
mostly because the
majority of this section at first read is bad news. really bad. this is Jesus's "get ready" speech.
"you've seen
what they've done; you're gonna see what they're about to do...you're next.
they hate Me. they're gonna hate you.
I'm leaving; you're gonna miss Me. you're going to leave Me, deny Me, desert
Me. things are bad- they're going to get
worse."
four chapters of
this! four chapters of bad news as they casually stroll through the darkening
streets of the city crammed full of celebrating Jews. four chapters of increasingly depressing
information that is completely out of place for a festive holiday season.
kinda like right now.
even though i'm
sitting here in a Panera sipping cooling coffee out of a seasonally-decorated
cup (not red…), i have been at a loss for words reading small tidbits of news
as it flies over from Paris. this, on
top of what we already know from a dozen other countries. just like
Jesus promised.
in a silent show of
solidarity, i am currently wearing a t-shirt with a flaming red arabic N on it.
the fact does not escape me that this would get me killed in all those dozen
other countries. just like Jesus promised.
families are being
torn apart. lives are being lost. fanatics are holding hostages, selling humans
and ransacking villages in the name of their religion. just like Jesus promised.
this is probably why
Jesus wasn't interrupted. how do you
respond to this? how could He say all this so calmly like He was commenting on
the robe sale at the tailor's place?
it's because of what else He promised.
that He's going to make a place for you and for me- a
place where He is- where we will someday be with Him forever.
that He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. He is the visible face of the Immortal,
Invisible God.
that every single prophecy about Him from the
beginning of time would be fulfilled- the ones we like, and the ones we don't
like or understand.
that we would not be alone, because the Helper was
coming.
that if we abide in Him, we can ask whatever we wish
in His name and it will be done for us.
that a peace is coming unlike any peace we've known
before, that cannot be duplicated or forged or destroyed or stolen or erased or
damaged.
that our sorrow will be turned to joy, and that this
joy would overflow, and that this joy would never, ever be taken away.
that we should take heart, because He has overcome the
world.
and then Jesus
Christ does something that i have read dozens of times and still haven't gotten
over:
He prays for us.
He prays for His disciples… and then He prays for US.
"When
Jesus had spoken these words, He lifted up His eye to heaven and said,
"Father the hour has come; glorify Your Son that Your Son may glorify You,
since You have given Him authority over all flesh, to give eternal life to all
whom You have given Him. And this is eternal life, that they know You the One
true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent. I glorified You on earth,
having accomplished the work that You gave Me to do. And now, Father, glorify
Me in Your presence with the glory that I had with You before the world
existed.
I
have manifested Your name to the people whom You gave me out of the world.
Yours they were, and You gave them to Me, and they have kept Your word. Now
they know that everything You have given Me is from You. For I have them the
words that You gave Me, and they have received them and have come to know in
truth that I came from You; and they have believed that You sent Me. I am praying for them. I am not praying for the world
but for those whom You have given Me, for they are Yours. All Mine are Yours, and Yours are Mine, and I
am glorified in them. And I am no longer in the world, but they are in
the world, and I am coming to You. Holy Father, keep them in Your name, which
You have given Me, that they may be one, even as We are one. While I was with them, I kept them in Your
name, which You have given Me. I have guarded them, and not one of them has been lost
except the son of destruction, that the Scriptures might be fulfilled. But now I am coming to You, and these things
I speak in the world, that they may have My joy fulfilled in themselves. I have given them Your word, and the world
has hated them because they are not of the world, just as I am not of the
world. I do not ask that You take them
out of the world, but that You keep them from the evil one. They are not of the
world, just as I am not of the world. Sanctify them in the truth; Your word is
truth. As You sent Me into the world, so
I have sent them into the world. And for
their sake I consecrate Myself, that they also may be sanctified in truth.
I do not ask for these only, but also for those who
will believe in Me through their word, that they may all be one, just as You,
Father, are in Me, and I in You, that they also may be in Us, so that the world
may believe that You have sent Me. the
glory that You have given Me I have given to them, that they may become
perfectly one, so that the world may know that You sent Me and loved them even
as You loved Me. Father, I desire that
they also, whom You have given Me, may be with Me where I am, to see My glory
that You have given Me because You loved Me before the foundation of the world.
O Righteous Father, even though the world does not know You, I know You, and these
know that You have sent Me. I made known
to them Your name, and I will continue to make it known, that the love with
which You have loved Me may be in them, and I in them."
Jesus is literally minutes away from arrest
and torture, but He takes this time to pray for us. the Holy
Trinity is having a conversation about us, and i love how the Helper
nudged John and helped him write it down, after 'bringing to his remembrance
all that He had spoken'. (just like
Jesus promised!)
i don't know
everything that's going to happen. we
knew Islam was spreading all over Europe, that governments are closing their
eyes, hearts and borders, and that the attacks will only continue as long as we
do nothing. we knew that Christianity
was losing ground in this country and probably won't gain any back.
but i also know that
i can't read those four chapters in John without being strangely calm. because every prediction of heartache is met
with a promise that far surpasses the trials coming our way.
we grieve this
shameful nonsense occurring on a near-daily basis. we mourn so many lives lost because they
chose to follow the Way, Truth and Life.
those are my family members- my brothers and sisters- that are being
murdered. we support the victims and
their loved ones any way we can.
but we do it all knowing that if those promises were
kept, we can trust that ALL the promises He made are guaranteed us as
well.
we can lose heart
when the task at hand dwarfs those available to help, when we see the enormous
need and have so little to offer by ourselves.
when our neighbors are on the other side of the world and we don't even
know how to begin the job of bearing their burdens with them. Asia, South
America, know that we are praying for you.
we take heart because the Helper is coming- has come.
we sometimes lose
heart when we see each new report of torture and murder, as terrorist
organizations indiscriminately wipe out pastors, farmers, wives, children,
neighbors, churches, homes, entire villages as the world steps back. Africa, Asia,
know that we are praying for you.
we take heart because His hope and His healing are
coming.
we'd lose heart if
all we read was the newspaper. some days
you can't even read the comics without putting them down depressed. this world is a mess. a gut-wrenching,
tear-jerking mess. Europe, Syria, China, Korea,
Ukraine, Russia, India, Iraq...brothers and sisters everywhere… please know we
are praying for you. we are praying that
you remain steadfast, keeping your eyes on your King, your hope in your first
citizenship in Heaven, your life in His hands, and your soul under His
pinions. take heart, because you are not
alone- not even close to it. you have so many promises to stand on, each one a
rock in the wall of protection surrounding you.
take heart- because He has overcome this world.
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